“Come on; don’t tell me you’re shy.”
“I’m not shy, okay…but here? Now?”
Yashika looked at Ayaan and sighed. “Why not here?” she asked. “Why’re you so scared?”
“I’m not scared,” Ayaan said. “But what if someone comes in and sees us?”
“No one will come in,” Yashika replied. “They know we’re studying and no one is going to disturb us.”
Ayaan shook his head and thought about what his friend was saying. While a part of him was excited at the proposition in front of him, another part of him was apprehensive, even scared. He wondered if Yashika was fooling with him. What if this is some kind of a joke?
What’s wrong with him? Why doesn’t he say yes? Yashika hadn’t expected it to be so hard to convince Ayaan. She had assumed that he would be delighted to go ahead with what she had in mind.
“Let’s go out for a drive,” Ayaan suggested. “We can do it in my car.”
“No, here is better…I want to be near a washroom,” Yashika said.
This time, Ayaan sighed. “What’s gotten into you suddenly? Why me?”
“Because you’re my good friend, Ayaan,” Yashika told him. “You know I don’t have a boyfriend…and I don’t trust any guy as much as you.”
“Okay, but…why? You just woke up today and decided you wanted to do this?”
“Well, Neha was talking about, she does it…”
“Oh, you’re excited about her doing it, but not about me doing it to you?”
“Of course I’m excited,” Ayaan said. “It would be awesome…you doing it to me would be like a dream…”
“Really?” Yashika asked. “You’ve dreamt about it?”
“Yes, of course,” Ayaan replied. “I mean, not you doing it, but…you know…generally.”
Yashika smiled. “Then let me, na. It’ll be fun. I’ll even lock the door.”
“But why this suddenly…I don’t understand,” Ayaan said.
“I’m just curious,” Yashika said. “Neha says it’s fun…I’m just curious about what it feels like.”
Ayaan thought about it again, and then decided to stop thinking about it. Who knows when I’ll get a chance like this again. He shrugged and said, “Okay.”
“Yaaaayyy!” Yashika jumped up in joy and locked the door, as silently as she could. She stood in front of him, both of them looking at each other.
“So…what next? How do we…you know,” Ayaan asked.
“I guess you can stay in that chair,” Yashika replied. “I’ll come down in front of you.”
Yashika walked over to where Ayaan was sitting. She didn’t want to look into his eyes, but she wondered if he was looking at her. Yashika stole a glance at his face, and saw that he was avoiding looking at her as well. She felt good about that, she didn’t want to be self-conscious.
Ayaan’s eyes were on Yashika’s shorts as she walked towards him. Her t-shirt and her face came in the line of his vision as she kneeled down before him. Ayaan didn’t remember ever being as uncomfortable as he was at that moment. He could feel sweat run down his back. For a moment he wondered if this really was Yashika’s first time as well, she seemed unfazed.
Kneeling between her friend’s legs, Yashika leaned in towards him to open the buckle of his denims. Ayaan helped her pull his denims and underpants down to his knees and closed his eyes when her fingers lightly touched his member. It had taken just a few seconds for him to get stiff.
Yashika could feel Ayaan’s penis throb as she put a hand around it. She looked at it closely, seeing a man’s private part for the first time in her life. It fascinated her. It seemed inhumanly big, the top of it wet and the rest of it as hard as stone. Yashika touched the head of his member with her thumb, and in that instant, Ayaan mumbled, “Oh shit,” as his whole body started to spasm and a white fluid spurted out of his penis.
Caught by surprise, Yashika fell down on her bum as Ayaan, embarrassed, pulled his denims up as best he could and hurried into the washroom. She waited for him to take his own time before he came out, not wanting to embarrass him further. Ayaan looked distraught when he finally opened the washroom door and stepped out. “I’m sorry, Yashika,” he said. “I feel like such a fool.”
“It’s okay, Ayaan,” she said. Yashika smiled and took him by the hand towards the desk that had their study books strewn on it.
“I just couldn’t control myself,” Ayaan said, unable to make himself look at her.
“It happens, Ayaan,” Yashika said softly. “It’s no big deal; you don’t need to feel bad about it.”
“Really?” he asked, looking up at her sheepishly.
“Yes, really,” Yashika smiled.
Ayaan tried to smile back, but he was too mortified to do so.
“You just sit back and relax. We’ll do it again after some time, we’ve the whole afternoon, after all,” Yashika winked.